I feel it whenever I shift my body in my seat. I feel it when I am doing my 30 minutes on the elliptical at the gym. I especially feel it when I have to sit down to take a piss. I feel it when I am bent over and plowed. My dick has been locked up for about a week so far. My Masters allowed me out to cum a few days ago and then I was locked into a different device. The idea that I can in no way access my own penis is a very huge turn on, which ironically, makes me hard. Basically, my only means of orgasm is through my ass...which I haven't quite figured out yet. But, I've heard from some subs/slaves/faggots that it can take months for it to be trained.
I was punished yesterday for forgetting to put away my water glass before I went home. During my punishment, I was asked how long it had been since I had cum. I was not sure, so for the purposes of record-keeping, I will be counting today as 1. I have just added a widget to the blog to keep track of this.
It can be a challenge being locked in a device. Nighttime erections are particularly difficult to contend with. I'm currently in a black Holy Trainer, but I have a metal device that I would like to get in someday. Once my dick stops fighting the new normal, my Masters should be able to lock it in that one instead. That one feels a bit more humiliating because the dick is still visible, albeit useless.
"Don't you get horny?" I've heard other guys ask. Fuck yeah, I do. So horny I think I might not be able to take it sometimes. So horny I want to break down and cry and beg. I haven't gotten to this breaking point with my Masters yet, but I'm sure it's coming. At times like this, I'm left with two options. One, I can get toys and try to fuck out an orgasm with prostate stimulation and nipple play. Two, I can beg to serve the cocks of my Masters and get some satisfaction that way. I will say that few things are as intense as getting plowed while being locked and knowing that you will still be just as horny when Master is finished.
As hard (no pun intended) as it is being kept in chastity, it is also extremely rewarding. Freeing, even. I'm not constantly at the mercy of my baser instincts. I used to jerk off 2-3 times a day. That is time that I could spend doing my Masters' laundry, or cleaning. That is time that I could spend rubbing my Masters' feet. It's almost a metaphor for my life now. I don't need to think about it, because Master does the thinking for me. When I watch my Masters get ready for bed and see their cocks completely unencumbered by restraints or devices, I am reminded of my place. I know that I am there as their servant and I am grateful for their control. I know that this is just the beginning.
I was punished yesterday for forgetting to put away my water glass before I went home. During my punishment, I was asked how long it had been since I had cum. I was not sure, so for the purposes of record-keeping, I will be counting today as 1. I have just added a widget to the blog to keep track of this.
It can be a challenge being locked in a device. Nighttime erections are particularly difficult to contend with. I'm currently in a black Holy Trainer, but I have a metal device that I would like to get in someday. Once my dick stops fighting the new normal, my Masters should be able to lock it in that one instead. That one feels a bit more humiliating because the dick is still visible, albeit useless.
"Don't you get horny?" I've heard other guys ask. Fuck yeah, I do. So horny I think I might not be able to take it sometimes. So horny I want to break down and cry and beg. I haven't gotten to this breaking point with my Masters yet, but I'm sure it's coming. At times like this, I'm left with two options. One, I can get toys and try to fuck out an orgasm with prostate stimulation and nipple play. Two, I can beg to serve the cocks of my Masters and get some satisfaction that way. I will say that few things are as intense as getting plowed while being locked and knowing that you will still be just as horny when Master is finished.
As hard (no pun intended) as it is being kept in chastity, it is also extremely rewarding. Freeing, even. I'm not constantly at the mercy of my baser instincts. I used to jerk off 2-3 times a day. That is time that I could spend doing my Masters' laundry, or cleaning. That is time that I could spend rubbing my Masters' feet. It's almost a metaphor for my life now. I don't need to think about it, because Master does the thinking for me. When I watch my Masters get ready for bed and see their cocks completely unencumbered by restraints or devices, I am reminded of my place. I know that I am there as their servant and I am grateful for their control. I know that this is just the beginning.
it will quickly learn that there is no need for it to use it's penis again. Lucky that it has Masters who understand a slave should be kept locked. Better get used to it. I hope that it was punished harshly for that glass, slave. My slaves wouldn't sit down for a week after that. objects have to learn one way or another.
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